Some people just don’t want to be loved and you can’t force them to care about you the way you care about them, it’s better just to let them go. But the pain they leave behind knowing you wanted more makes it even more wicked to me. It’s wicked because all I wanted was for you to be in my life and love me. Love me the way I want to love you. See me the way I saw you with so much joy and excitement in my eyes. But I was wrong, wrong to create a fantasy in my heart thinking we could ever have a future together. Time has changed me for the better and time has changed you for the worst. I can’t save you from who you really are, all I can say is goodbye. Because I still care about you enough to not want to see you crash and burn. Is this what falling out of love feels like?
12/4/2022
