Please Don't Love Me!

Please do not love me I am undeserving. Please do not care for me I am cold. Please do not follow me I am lost. My heart still belongs to another. Who does not love me back. I search for meaning when there is none. The blazing fire in my heart and soul is now only an ember. To love again is to die again. I loved too many and my heart is becoming weaker by the minute. Will love be the death of me?

1/3/20